AQ tTp CyG Kn FaIz..........

Lw pown sknk ny aq nan faiz dh xd pape tp aq ttp cyg an dy aq xley lpe an dy lm idp aq...aq dh jnjy gn dy aq sndq lw cmnew jd ppown faiz lh y trakhr lm idp aq,,,lw cpew pown y aq kpel owg 2 xkn cme cm faiz...helmi aq mnx mf yew aq trllu tyunx an abg tp xcme cm aq tyunx faiz..ksh cyg aq lbh mndlm at faiz...cmpy aty dy wt aq cmny,,,dy xthu btpe cyg nye aq at dy,,cnggp wtpew pown dmy dy tp dy xpena hrgai khdrn aq lm idp dy....
xpew lew mybe aq gn dy jdh xpnjng kmy xley trs an hbgn ny...bia lew kmy jd shbt,,,tp aq xnafi an y aq ttp cyg kt dy...stp mce,stp saat aq asyk igt dy jew....aq ngku y aq xley ngk dy gn pompn len bb aq trllu cnta an dy bg aq
faiz mlk aq swng jew..aq xrla brkngsi dy gn cpew2 pown lw aq gn dy dh xd pape..tp aq ttp rce y dy mlk aq..
tp pew y ley aq wt dh tkdr cm 2..aq time sadnya....cmpy ble2 pown aq tyunx an dy..thanx coz pena bhgia gn idp aq....aq bhgia dpt knl ag n jd owg y ad lm aty ag..kngn gn ag xkn aq lpe an cmpy ble2..coz 2 lew kngn y trakhr n xdpt ulng lek....cmpy cni jdh kte....aq ttp cyg an ag faiz....

nPeW hArUs GaDuH lAm PeRhUbUnGaN...

Aq dh benci glew blew time gdh aq dh xcnggp nx bhdpn gn cmua 2..aq cyg an prhbngn y tlh aq bna slma ny..aq xnx trjd ap2 gn hbgn aq gn HELMI..aq trllu cyg an dy lw ley aq xn khlngn dy bia lew kmy gdh cmnew pown aq ttp nx brcme gn dy..idp aq snyi tnp dy dcc..tp bnyk gt dgaan lm hbgn kmy cm2 fnth y dlempr an kt hbngn kmy..cian aq y nx mnanggungnye..lw pown 2 bkn slh aq aq mngku dlu mang aq xstia ble kpel tp sknk dh len aq 
stia tok HELMI..aq xnx mndua an dy,,dy trllu bek gn aq..plezz lew gn ad cpew pown gngu hbgn kmy..bia lew kmy b2 bhgia aq xpena gngo new2 hbgn pown aq mnx gt gn gngo hbgn aq...aq cyg gt hbgn ny...tp aq rce hbgn kmy ny cm xley nx kkl jew lw helmi sndq asyk dk tdh aq y kn2 jew bnda y kck dprbsq kn cmpy nx gdh..cmnew nx kkl cmny..so aq mnx gt pd owg y brnme HELMI plezz lew gn cpew ckp owg...ckp lew juz kte slng prcye antre s2 cme len....n jny stia xnx crng2....aq mnx cgt2 helmi tnai an jnjy dy gn tngl an aq lw pew pown y jd....

AQ mHu KePaStIaN???

Aq nx an kpstian,,adkh lky zmn sknk ny stia pd swng pompn,,,,aq dh jd xykn n xcye dh at lky,,dh pena kena tpu skly cmpy ble2 pown aq xkn cye dh lky,,aq pny stia luw at faiz tp cmny dy wt at aq,,ps2 2 mang aq dh cye at dy,,bkn kt dy swng jew tp cmua lky aq dh xcyew...bg aq dwng ny hny men2 jew,,xpena nx syez lngsng lw kpel,,dwng gt cng kew nx kpel cmny..lw stkt nx kpel men2 @ ske2 bek xyh nx kpel,,,,sknk ny aq kpel n helmi aq bri cmua kprcyaan at dy lw dy hncr an kprcyaan aq ny mang ny lky y plng xgne lm idp aq....aq pown xtw lew nx kte helmi ny stia kew x at aq...sknk ny aq x6pk g tnda2 dy crng,,lw aq dpt tw mang mty lew dy nan aq,,,aq glew tyunx at dy...lky ny kdg2 jew 6pk bek lw blkng cm pew g,,bnci toi aq lky jns y cmny...jnz y xgne,,lw dtkdr an aq nan helmi xd jdh,,aq dh xmo kpel ark,,wt skt aty jew,,ssh nx cq lky y btoi2 stia n xcq pompn len,,pew krng nye dq aq arh??tnsen btoi lew idp ny cm2 mslh y mncl,,aq lq cyg kt owg 2 mang cyg btoi2 lw dy wt hl 2 mang aq xtw nx kte lew,,xgne toi,,,aq hrp helmi bkn cm 2 lw dy pown cm lky2 2 gk...aq mnsyl kpel nan dy...

sedih btoi lew ry ny!!!

Cmnew aq nx wt ny aq tkot khlngn dy aq xcggp idp tnp dy np lew aq bdh gt xnx dgq ckp dy kn dh jd cmny..
aq lw ley aq xnx gdh lngsng gn dy bia lew hngn kmy bhgia n bkkln  wt slme nyew..np lew bnyk gt dgaan y dtg
lm idp aq,,,stu2 mslh y dtg cmpy 1 thp aq dh xthu cmnew nx hdpy nye...aq dh xthu nx wt pew sknk ny...slen aq bhrp dy xmqh g at aq...aq tkut gt ble time gdh gn dy coz aq tkot bb gdh lew t ley jd cm2,,,aq gk xnx bb bnda y kck cmny bley ptz...tlong lew aq abg gn wt ayg cmny..ayg tyunx gt at abg..ayg xnx khlngn abg...plezzz....ayg mnx maf gt2 at abg gn wt ayg ny yew aq xcnggp idp tnp abg.. I LUV U SO MUCH...

Aq demam lew...huhuhu...

Aq dmm lorh,,skit abz cmua bdn2 xlrt gle nx uat kje pew pown,,,pz lek mnd at junjung gn helmi tws dmm,,,
errr,,,,,tp xpew aq xkxh pown jnjy aq eppy ry 2 gn helmi,,,dmm pown xpew asl an gn helmi jew...
huhu...cnggp wt pew pown dmy dy tyunx gt at dy....muaahhh....dy so carring ambk brt ttg aq... 2 y wt dmm aq cpt ilng uh...hehe...lw pz ny dy ajk g mnd g xtlk lew msty ikowt..mnysl lw aq tlk prlwaan dy mang rgi baq lew...
bbaloi p lw pown dpt dmm,,,xsia2 aw..hehe...tyunx gt at dy..dy pndy nx bhgia an aq n thu pew y aq ske @ x...
pape pown doa an kmy b2 bhgia yew tok slme nye...

10 april 2011

Huhu bez nye ry ny,,,nx thu x np aq bez gt ry ny....hehe aq kua gn helmi kmy g mnd at junjung...xpena aq tfkq y aq bley kua g mnd skly gn dy.....eppy cgt2 aq at dy.....dy dh bnyk gmbra an aq..dy gk y mrwt ksdhn aq smce aq khlngn faiz,,,,,aq xnx khlngn dy aq tyunx cgt2 at dy........gn ley psh an kmy b2...aq xley idp tnp dy..bia p lew
pew pown owg nx kte sl dy,,dy xensm kew pew kew aq xkxh y pntg aty dy..aq time cmua kkrngn dq dy x cpew pown y smprna lm dnia ny...thnx abg bb abg dh bhgia an ayg..abg gn tnggl an ayg yew..kdg2 aq rce ayg nx xlyk tok abg...emmmm,,,,cian at abg dwng tduh abg ambk BELEN cm ayg...sumr idp ayg xpena kena snth 
abz kuat pown juz kiz n plok jew..2 pown gn faiz,naim n own..tp y aq grm gt np lew dwng ley ftnh y bkn2...
pew slh aq at dwng yea...aq xcnggp khlngn helmi tp lw dh trpkse @ dmy kbhgian dy aq cggp wt cmua 2 asl an dy eppy...aq xnx igt g lew sl cmua 2..y pntg ry ny aq bez2 cgt2...huhu....tyunx abg...so much...

banyak nye problem lm idp ny...

Idp aq xpena hbz gn problm tnsen glew aq..pz 1 mslh len plk y dtg..aq igt aq kpel gn helmi ny idp aq brbh
xcm dlu g ble g sek jew asyk moody n ngis jew tws...tp len y jd mle2 kpel gn helmi dh tmbl 1 mslh..awex lme dy gtw y helmi uh jnz men an pompn...aq pown xtw sama ad nx cye or x..jjr aq ckp y aty aq ny dh xbpe cye kt lky slpz pew y tlh faiz wt at aq..tp aq xley cme an cmua lky gn faiz xcmua y crng..helmi ny aq xtw lew dy cmnew..
stkt aq kpel ny dy mang bek lew gn aq lyn aq pown ok lew..tp ny bwu prmlaan pnjg g mse y ad..aq nx ngk helmi ny cmnew adkh dy akn brbh skp or still gn skp dy y sknk ny..lw lew helmi pown cm lky len y skdr brjnjy
sumr idp aq xkn pcye g at lky..dh bnyk kly lky men an aty an prsaan aq..lw dq mle g nx kpel tp xnx stia bek xyh kpel wt skt aty pompn 2 jew...kdg2 aq rce cm dh xnx kpel dh..cmua ny wt aq xley nx tmpu kn at pljrn,,aq dh bnyk hnyt bb cnta kly ny aq nx aty2 aq xnx dcbb an cnta aq abai an cmua nye...2 jnjy aq wt dq aq sndq 
xd cpew pown y ley ubh dq kte mlen an kte sndq...

btoi kew dy dh berubah???......

Btoi kew dy dh brbh aq still xcye g cmpy sknk adkh faiz 2 btoi3 dh brbh @ dy mang ad cbb len nx brbh...
aq pening lew...dpn aq dy mang lew xtnjk sama as dy 2 eklz brbh @ x tp kt blkng aq 2 anya allh cjew r y
thu dy  2 eklz kew x...aq tyunx an dy aq cnggp time dy lek datz pew y dy dh wt kt dq aq..aq xkxh cmua 2
aq eklz cnta an dy tp lw dy cnngp wt at aq cm uh mang dy mnsia y xthu nx brsykr...bkn aq nx pjy dq aq sndq..
lw owg len lew dwng xkn time dh lky y dh bnyk lke an aty dwng tp aq len aq cnggp time lw pown aq tw dy cpew,,,ny kly y takhr tok dy lw dy xtw nx hrgai pluang ny trsrlh kt dy..aq xkjm gt aq xhkm kslhn y dy dh wt kt aq...lw dy kpel lek gn aq ad cbb len bia lew allh y tnjk at aq...bia cmua nye jlz n dy xley smbnyi an g rhsia dy...
bwu jew kmy kpel lek dy dh wt prngai lme dy..dy dk pkse aq gk bg enst at dy..dh 2 xg gdh lew...aq tensen lew cmny..aq nx exam lw ley aq xnx fkq g bnda2 y xpntg wt idp aq..aq nx brbh aq nx jd owg y bek n pndy..
aq xnx g jd cm dlu kje wt jht jew..ckp2 lew sgle kslpn y slme ny aq dh wt..aq xnx prkre 2 trjd g...kpda faiz..aq hrp ag btoi2 dh brbh tlg lew gn wt aq cm dlu g aq bkn brng tok ag prmen an yew...

kenangan kembali lagi....

Kenangan kembali g aq xsngka aq dpt kwn lek gn faiz dh 2 bln kmy ptz ttb jew faiz ajk kwn lek 
aq pown xthu np lew dy xley lpe an aq pdhl aq pown cme lew gn pompn len..srng wt kclpn tp np dy xkxh
@ dy ad niat len nx kwn lek gn aq..lw lew dy kwn lek gn aq bb len aq mang xkn maf an dy..bb aq cnggp 
brkrbn pew sjew dmi dy lw dy lke an aty aq skly g xthu lew myb aq xkn bke g pn2 aty tok dy..ny kly takhr
lw cmnew mqh kly pown aq ttp cyg an dy,,ckt pown aq xcmpn pew y dy tlh wt at aq..aq time cmua 2 bb aq trllu tyunx an dy,,xpewr ny kly takhr aq bg tok dy pz ny mnx maf pn2 aty aq dh trttp..aq hrp cgt2 dy btoi2 brbh n xuat prngai lme dy dh..

member2 aq.....

Aq tyunx cmua mmb aq,,kwng lew shbt aq dnia n akhrt aq xdpt byg an cmnew lew lw kte trpkse brpsh
aq xkn jpe g mmb y cm kwng cmua ny...n aq xkn lpe an sgle kngn kte brsme,,bnyk kngn y tlh kte cpta..kwng cnggp hdpy ske n dke brsme aq..2 mmb aq ia2 atikah,yana,nad,atin,aien.fiza,odah,dayah,fifa,jiah,dilla,atin..
kwng cmua mmb y plng aq tyunx aq xnx khlgn kwng cmua...aq nx ucp an time ksh bb kwng cmua ny cngp hdpy sgle ujian brme aq..kwng ad dsaat aq sdey n sntsa mmbri nsht kpd aq..n sntsa tnjk ajq ble aq wt slh..thnx kwg yew,,aq tyunx kwng cmua...pape pown y jd kte cmua ttp akn brshbt wt slme nye...fweind 4ver..

benci nye...

Benci nye aq nx thu bb aq..np lew cmua owg dngki at aq ble aq nx bhgia jew cm2 y jd..ad lew owg y xps aty gn aq fitnah aq y bkn2...y plng aq sdey gt y fitnh aq 2 adlh owg y aq tyunx naim..np lew dy cnggp wt cm uh at aq
pew lew slh aq at dy..sthu aq..aq xpena gngo idp dy gn owg y dy tyunx tp np lew dy dngki at aq..pning lew cmny..ble aq nx bhgia jew gn sswng ad lew bnda y xdingini trjd...y plng aq grm gt ry ny adlh owg wt fitnh at aq dwng gtw helmi y dwng 2 dh pena wt cm2 kt aq sdg an aq xpena knl lngsng cpew owg uh..g 1 y wt aq mqh gt bley dwng tdh faiz dh pena wt cm2 at aq..tlg lew lw xpz aty at aq gn lbt an faiz n helmi dwng xthu pew pown
lw pown faiz 2 6pk jht tp dy xpena pgg aq kiz pown xpena aw..ske aty jew kwng tdh aq bkn2..for naim
slme ny aq igt ag bek jew tp cmny ag wt kt aq cnngp ftnh y bkn2 sdg an ag pown xpena wt pew kt aq..np ag
xske ngk aq bhgia yew..helmi 2 mmb ag np wt dy cm uh..plez lew aq btoi2 xley time cmua ny...is wkeyy dh aag ftnh aq xley kte pew lew an mlot owg,,,tp tok pngthuan kwbg cmua aq bkn cm pompn y len yew..len kly 
lw nx wt ftnh 2 ngk owg luw yew...mnx2 allh tnjk kpd owg y ske sbr an ftnh dmrte2...amin..

geram nye...13 mac

Tarikh ny lew aq gdh gn helmi cmpy xkol dy aq mang btoi2 grm glew at dy bb ex gurlz dy ad antq cej lm fb aq gtw y dy 2 crng n ske men an pompn cpew xgrm lw dgq owg dk gtw y bkn2 sl pkwe kte an..cbq jew lew
aq gn dy..nx g srng mlz lew aq xske gdh2 ny t jd cm len lk t xsl2 bnda y kcl2 jd bsq n ley wak pd prpshan
aq xnx lew bnda 2 trjd..tlg lew juh2 lew prktaan ptz lm idp aq..aq plng xske cbt prktaan ptz n aq xske 
dgq prktaan 2...bg aq ptz 2 ley wt skt aty n idp sswng 2 mrna n mram jew fkq sl prpshan 2...cpew xsdey an ble trpkse brpsh gn owg y kte cyg stp kly gdh jew msty aq ssh aty bb aq tkot lw gdh jew t ley trjd prpshan..
xpewr kly ny aq cbq luw bb ny bwu first time aq dgq sl dy lw pz ny jd g cmny xthu lew nx ckp pew g..
aq hrp2 xjd g lew bnda2 y xdingini trjd...tlong lew gn wt fitnah y bley mnjjs an hbgn aq n helmi..

emmmmmmmmmmmm,,................

Emmm,,bez glew ry ny rmai gt y wish bufday at aq..xpena ad rmai ny y wish at aq....tp wish y xley aq lpe adlh 
wish dq owg y aq tyunx cpew g lw bkn helmi..lw pown dy juz wish jew kt aq tp 2 pown dh ckp wt aq 
bhgia n gmbra..lw taon lpz bufday aq gn faiz tp taon ny gn helmi plk...pape pown aq xkn lpe an cmua 2..smlm 
aq rce cm mmp n xcngka rmai y wish at aq lm tagged n fb...bez nye...so far thanx lew yew cpew y wish uh n igt
2 mmb2 aq cmua aq tyunx gt at kwng cmua bb kwng igt bufdy aq n clbrate skly..xpena aq clbrate gn mmb2 ny lew kly y prtme n aq xkn lpe an lw pown sua2 ry t kte dh xdpt bjpe g...

rindu nye...

Emmm,,,wndu nye aq at naim dh lme xjpe n kua gn dy wndu glew at lwk dy uh..tp nx uat cmnew an owg uh 
dh xigt at aq xkn aq nx trhggh2 g antq cej at dy t pew lk dy kte an...aq thu aq xssuai tok dy n aq gk sdq cpew dq aq tok jd owg y tristwa...xpew r bia jew lew dy bhgia gn owg y dy tyunx aq xnx gngo kbhgian dwng 
n aq akn sntsa doa an dy bhgia lw pown aq thu xigt aq cmnew aq igt n wndu at dy....is wkeyyyy asl an aq n dy ttp cm adk n abg..thanx lew slme aq knl dy bnyk gt kngn y tlh kmy cpta bsme..aq xkn lpe an cmua 2...
naim lew lky y prtme y pena kiz aq..aq akn igt 2 cmpy ble2.....U ttp akn jd abg angkt I cmpy ble2 yew naim..

Aq tyunx HELMI..

Aq tyunx gler at helmi aq xnx khlgn dy...aq pown xthu np aq trllu tyunx an dy..lw pown xcme cmnew aq tyunx an faiz tp dy akn salu daty aq...thanx lew abg coz abg dh bhgia an ayg slpz ayg sdh bb faiz..
pz ptz gn faiz aq rce idp aq dh xbrmkne g..tp dsblk kkcwaan 2 ad bhgia bb helmi mncl lm idp aq 
n mnggty an faiz daty aq,,dy lyn aq gn bek kly..aq bsykr krna aq dpt brtmu gn lky y cm dy......................
pape pown aq xkn bia an cpew2 pown rmpz dy dq aq n aq xkn lpz an dy lw cmnew pown y trjd...
plezzz gn ambk dy dq aq..aq tyunx gt at dy...I LUP U HELMI...dont leave me..

bez glew lew....huhu..........

Bez nye ry ny dpt kua gn faiz ilng cmua wndu aq kt dy dh bpe lme aq xkua bsme gn dy..bez nye..
tp aq tkot gk lw kntoi t helmi dpt thu mty lew aq..aq xnx khlngn dy n aq gk xnx khlngn faiz aq tyunx an k2 nye
sknk still awl g tok aq wt andaian sma ad dy 2 btoi2 eklz nx brbh bb dy cnta an aq or dy ad cbb len nx kpel nan aq....lw lew dy wt prgai lme lek aq xthu lew nx kte pew,,ny lst pluang y aq kc at dy..ps ny lw dy wt prgai luw lek 
pn2 aty aq xkn tbke g tok dy....aq mnx cgt2 helmi xthu bb aq xnx skt an aty dy..dy dh trllu bek gn aq xkn lew
aq nx hmpa an dy...aq cyg an dy gk aq xmo khlgn dy gk...tp lw aq trpkse tok plh y new 1 y hrs aq plh yew..
plezz help me!! I need your help to choice thiz men...aq tyunx kduanye..