AQ mHu KePaStIaN???

Aq nx an kpstian,,adkh lky zmn sknk ny stia pd swng pompn,,,,aq dh jd xykn n xcye dh at lky,,dh pena kena tpu skly cmpy ble2 pown aq xkn cye dh lky,,aq pny stia luw at faiz tp cmny dy wt at aq,,ps2 2 mang aq dh cye at dy,,bkn kt dy swng jew tp cmua lky aq dh xcyew...bg aq dwng ny hny men2 jew,,xpena nx syez lngsng lw kpel,,dwng gt cng kew nx kpel cmny..lw stkt nx kpel men2 @ ske2 bek xyh nx kpel,,,,sknk ny aq kpel n helmi aq bri cmua kprcyaan at dy lw dy hncr an kprcyaan aq ny mang ny lky y plng xgne lm idp aq....aq pown xtw lew nx kte helmi ny stia kew x at aq...sknk ny aq x6pk g tnda2 dy crng,,lw aq dpt tw mang mty lew dy nan aq,,,aq glew tyunx at dy...lky ny kdg2 jew 6pk bek lw blkng cm pew g,,bnci toi aq lky jns y cmny...jnz y xgne,,lw dtkdr an aq nan helmi xd jdh,,aq dh xmo kpel ark,,wt skt aty jew,,ssh nx cq lky y btoi2 stia n xcq pompn len,,pew krng nye dq aq arh??tnsen btoi lew idp ny cm2 mslh y mncl,,aq lq cyg kt owg 2 mang cyg btoi2 lw dy wt hl 2 mang aq xtw nx kte lew,,xgne toi,,,aq hrp helmi bkn cm 2 lw dy pown cm lky2 2 gk...aq mnsyl kpel nan dy...